Jag kommer alltid minnas dig.
Jag hör dig fortfarande andas.
Jag ser dig fortfarande leva.
Finns du fortfarande eller är det bara en dröm ?
Det är en fråga som man redan vet svaret på.
Du är borta för alltid och kommer aldrig tillbaka.

Gone forever and ever <3

There are some things you cant change. Its a shame that those things wont turn out the way you want it to be.
The days grows longer and longer in you're absence and i feel more and more left out from the life i want to be a part of. I want to share it all with you but you're feelings are not mutual.
I wanted to share my life with you but in the complicated relation between us it was not something you considered seriously. Until the day i told you how i really felt you were unaware about anything else then friendship.
it took me a while to realise that it wasn't meant to be. i will bury my feelings deep down in a place only you can find, if you ever would want the blue eyed bastard that i am. This is not the way i wanted it to be.
please don't smile at me again i cant handle the pain.